For Ally

Say Goodbye (For Allison)

She was a swan who wanted to fly

fly away from the pain

She wanted just to say goodbye

and not come back again

And as much as it hurts to let her go

She only wanted to be free

Now she's happy and free you know

you have to let her be

And one day you'll see her, once more

And this you may deny

But one day you'll see her, I'm sure

But for now you must say goodbye.

I still cry for you Ally, I wish you didnt have to go. I know one day I will see you again and all will be like they were once before. Until then, I will still miss you each day and love you forever my dear friend. Just continue to watch over me and I'm sure I'll be fine.

Inner Thoughts

I was thinking about one of my best friends today, shes been gone now for almost 16 years. I miss her just as much today as I did the first day she was no longer with us. Allison was such a sweetheart. She was my pillar. I told her everything. I know she's around seeing all the mistakes I've made and the tears, smiles and laughs I've had. Ally, I miss you so much. Even now there are days I just want to call you, tell you everything. Like I use to. Then reality sets in and my heart sinks lower. I still can't believe an angel like you was taken away from us. There are days when the tears stay away, but there are days I still break down at lose it. Ally was such a special friend, the kind you always have a very few of.

Ally is one friend, you never want to lose yet alone have leave this world for eternity.

I look at my darling friends and my cookies.. you all know who you are. And yes Tony that includes you! Where would I be without you guys? Sleeping at 4am in the morning probably. haha I love you guys more than you know.